Ah, life. What a fun experience! There never seems to be a dull moment.
I have been feeling back to normal for the past few weeks and it feels great! It felt like I spent too much time in the past month and a half feeling lost--and I hated it! Apparently I returned to normal just in time.
My father-in-law had a stroke about 4 months ago and we just got word that he will be discharged in a week from the rehabilitation center he's been living at for the past month and a half. Unfortunately for many reasons, a nursing home will be the best thing for Dad right now.
The tasks of finding nursing homes, figuring out what Medicaid will pay for and figuring out how to get from point A to point B have all fallen to me. I am more than happy to do all of this, but there's a time crunch and trying to find the right person to talk to about Medicaid has been like pulling teeth.
I think I've finally got all of those loose ends taken care of for now, and hopefully things will go smoothly from here on out [said with fingers crossed while knocking on wood].
While I was taking care of those matters, I was also getting ready for a yard sale my best friend and I put together. Thankfully we've been doing yard sales together for 4 years now and have a good system! I didn't end up stressing over it like I usually do, which was great.
About two weeks ago Bug was twirling in circles in our foyer, fell and hit his forehead on the corner of the wall. Naturally, since we're talking about Bug, his head split open and he needed stitches. My poor husband was the only one home with the kids when it happened and he freaked out! I went to the ER with Hubby, A and Bug and was the one to go back when they put the stitches in. He got 5 and only cried a little!
Up until they put the stitches in Bug was wandering around the ER (because I can't get him to sit still for 10 seconds!) and started to demonstrate for a few people how he got the gash. I stopped him before he banged his open wound on the wall for all to see--he is certainly something else.
The kid won't be 2 until the middle of October. I hope this is not a glimpse of what's to come in the year ahead.
I've been doing really good with the anxiety (and considering everything that's been going on, I've been impressed). I've been having chest pains more frequently, but considering the craziness that I call "life" lately, I'm annoyed but not surprised. There was one Wednesday I was trying to get the kids a bath and get dinner made before Church and I started sweating and thinking about ALL that I had to get done. I was able to catch myself and think "one thing at a time." I took a deep breath and did just that. I finished one task before starting another and I was able to get everyone ready and fed AND we were early!
More to come tomorrow--my kids certainly don't leave me lacking when it comes to having stories to tell and dealing with stress!